Current mood:

crushed

The Jedi Myspace Slut
It has been some time since my last post. And for good reason. I have been involved with woman so bad, she can't keep from cheating on me even in the virtual realm. A woman that can control the mind of a man to the point of making him the scape goat for crimes where he himself was the victim.
Like a big black spider on the side of my face injecting me with the spirit of confusion through the fangs of calmly spoken words. Like a Jedi waving her hand and saying "You are the one with women in your house." Instead of men in hers. These words are said to me in passing, not to be registered right away. When I ask why she said such a thing it's suddenly an inconvenient time to discuss such matters and she becomes "pissy."
Wanting to find something to share with this woman that I believed had feelings for me, I told her about a hobby of mine called Myspace. A forum where friends could join together and share interests and happy comments. After putting together her space, she became reluctant to share it with me. She wanted to keep it private even from me, the one who introduced it to her in the first place. After some time and much debate I was allowed to enter her Myspace only to find an ex-boyfriend there in my place. Confused and angry I inquired as to the reason for such an inconsiderate act only to hear the whispers of the Jedi Mind Trick again." It's no big deal but you can't be added and he is going to stay" I was exhausted after so many battles such as this and surrendered. The victory did not satisfy her. It was too easy it seemed so she deleted the whole thing like a sore looser that upsets the checkerboard when faced with a loss. sending game pieces flying through the air. The pleasure of this other mans icon snuggled up to hers must have been so great that she would sacrifice my feelings to keep it.
So it goes and so it ended with a whimper not a bang.
maybe it's time I really did have a woman other than her in my house.